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by April Ethereal

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How can you sleep?! Don’t you remember?! Being a child you dreamed of this. Why are you lying motionless? How can you be indifferent to the world Which is expecting you to change it? It needs your help. Don’t you feel your life is passing you While you are waiting for better moments. Just don’t drive me mad with your complaints!!! Making plans for uncertain future, You forget you have to go through now. Just don’t drive me mad with your complaints!!! Chorus: Paint your grey eyes into pink You’ll see the shadows disappear Make your lazy heart beat faster Dry your face from salty dampness You have too little time to be sad I’ll not let you infect me Wake up! Catch up with me! Run away from your deep sadness! It’s unfair that day and night are so short We risk not fulfilling all our dreams This throbbing* thought in my head Doesn’t let me take a rest Every morning when I open my eyes I have to switch on the sun ‘Cause nobody cares if I’m alive So don’t drive me mad with your grumbling!!!!
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Unanswered 08:59
Standing lonely in the rain Looking up at the crying sky Heavy drops hit my face I can't distinguish them from my tears There's a bird lying on the stones His blood is flowing away with streams When I look into his fading eyes I doubt that you're here So please answer me, God Are you here? Can't you hear me? My tearing scream? My heart's bleeding You have just taken your revenge on this bird ‘Cause he was flying too high, too close to you Now you can celebrate your another victory I know, You won, I can’t stop the rain We believe, we pray, we wait for something If there's no miracle, we blame ourselves. We think that we prayed wrong, that our faith was hardly strong enough. But who can we believe if nobody answers? I promised not to cry but now I can't restrain my tears. I do everything in the last moment and this time I'm late Sorry, I had to lie looking into your doomed eyes Sorry for smiling and laughing when I knew it was your last breath. I'm fed up with fables about you I don't want to believe in made up stories If I am wrong then why do you keep silent? I'm begging you, please, answer me Are you here with me? Can’t you hear me? Hypnotizing streams whisper secretly to me That it makes no sense to keep on praying I can't believe that it's too late Why can't I hear you? Please, answer me!
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Bright-colored hexagons are whirling in my head They are dancing in the rhythm Of terrible screams I wish it was a dream I can't control myself My whole world is centered on whirling hexagons They're devouring my brain Every cell is in flames Now I know how it is to be alone, to be insane I'm praying it was just a nightmare I'm begging you to wake me up A sudden gentle touch gets me out of this numbness but my thoughts play a cruel game with my senses again I can't see anything, I'm blind, can’t scream Your fear's scaring me your terrified faces disappear My thoughts are my worst enemies. They beat my naked, poor, inflamed brain I'm alone in the whole universe in my head I hear millions of different voices all together and separately So please don't leave me alone in my sick-burning mind I'm not sleeping. Help me to open my eyes. I answered all the questions even ones I had never asked before. Now I know everything. Now I know what eternity is. So please don't ask me what I want. I belong to you. I surrender, you know better what I should do To stop whirling hexagons You know how to calm down my six-dimensional world I've been living for ages in it. Please, I’m so afraid. Get me away from my mind. I'm lying in the small uncomfortable bed I'm trying to forget Where I have been, what I have seen I'm afraid my mad thoughts can return I'm afraid to fall asleep
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- Ira Paszyk / vocals
- Jan Rajkow-Krzywicki / guitars, bass
- Jerzy Rajkow-Krzywicki / guitar
- Artur Rydczak / bass
- Jaroslaw Stanczyk / drums

cover photo by Iskra

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released May 30, 2020

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April Ethereal Warsaw, Poland

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